So.... Ya know that sweet sexy Irishman I told you about??? Things are really complicated. We were sort of doing a fwb thing, but I have feelings for him. He was trying to move to Kalispell but now he might stay because he's going to be making 12 an hour..... It's just really... Ugh, I don't even want to talk about it.
Also, I might have to change the name of my blog because..... As much as I would love to sing for a career, I'm honestly not sure I'm good enough. I've got a little raw talent and with some work I'd be pretty good, but unless I was a total sell out poser, I don't think I could make it. And I don't want to be a fake, ya know? However, my room mate and I were talking and we think we struck gold with one of our ideas. Open up a cafe thats a cafe during the day, BUT a NIGHT CLUB at night. This town doesn't have ANY night clubs. It has a lot of bars, but the law here is that you can't be in a bar unless you're 21 and older so.... What do teenagers and adults who aren't 21 yet have to do around here? NOTHING. We think it's a pretty bomb idea and I think I could handle living here if it had those things, ya know? And as she pointed out, I could sing there. I was thinking of doing a Burlesque-ish themed place, ya know? Only that would be a couple nights a week. The rest it would just be for dancing, ya know? And then on one or two nights a week, I could go sing, yeah? So I'm pretty stoked. It's not exactly what I had in mind, but if I can pull it off, I think it's almost as good as my dream..... :)
